wow.. today so tired.. went out shop so long cannot find silver shoes.. =x waste my time la! lolz.. and i'm juz back from a bbq.. hmmm.. food super nice, had some cycle too.. so long nv cycle le.. overall was a fun bbq.. =)
on my way to east coast, i pass by jurong east.. saw S16 tat grp.. my first immidate reaction was msg him.. so stupid ritz? the pervious msg nv reply mi liaoz, i still msg him.. ya.. all can guess la.. he still nv msg me back la.. =( sad horz.. but nvm.. i finally agree with 1 sentance la.. u msg ppl, dun need to expect ppl to reply u de.. =) yeah! i msg him cuz i wan to.. he dun wan reply is his prob la.. BIG DEAL! =p lolz..
i'm really stupid.. i still miss him.. i onli 2 days nv see him la! hiaz.. who is tat you in ur blog??? really wan to noe......
~~或許有一天 我的愛你能看見~~
~~~或許。。。。。。
~~~~我会心碎离开。。。。。。。。。
b l i s s e d * 12:34 AM
Friday, May 12, 2006
haiz.. dunno why.. but cannot find out hot to change the colour.. nvm.. shall leave my name at the back.. HAIZ! read his blog.. should say about wad i feel from wad i understand from tat entry..
every 5 lines u tok to mi u will hear a guy name?? is it tat serious? haiz.. why dun u go ask my frenz which guy name do they heard MOST from me?? ya.. u are right.. i DUN like u!!! get out of my mind! dun come fan mi kkz? even read my fav novel oso can read till think of u and cry.. omg.. can't u juz leave mi alone?? juz as wad u say, i DUN like u wad!
i dun understand u how u feel? ya.. quite right.. but do u understand how i feel?? u noe wad? now i dun even dare to say out how i feel le lehz.. i'm scare.. scare tat i say the wrong things, u will hate mi more.. ya.. HATE.. tat's wad i'm getting from u.. somehow, our friendship had changed.. not like last time le.. whenever i feel tat gt something wrong, i'll ask u.. but it will end up getting both of us not happy, and for mi, very sad and helpless oso.. it's always mi asking.. u won't tell mi or even question mi de.. i ask cuz i love tis friendship and better still a relationship like wad u said last time.. i'm so concern about ur feeling.. noe u sad, but dunno wad i can do to cheer u up..wan to talk to u, but dun dare le, later u nt happy again.. scare u are at home, not using ur bed for the right purpose.. haiz.. so wad haf u done? u say u care even more.. how so?? u tell me ah.. HOW SO??? u dun even noe my fear...
nowadays i msg u, u oso won't wan to reply le.. but i wan to msg u cuz i miss u(wth).. but the more i msg, the more i oso dun dare to msg u le.. yes.. i miss u, so i wan msg u.. but when i dun get a reply, u noe how dissapointed and sad i'm? 2 nite b4 gt a stupid dream.. dream tat u are trying all ways and means to stop mi from contecting u.. dun wan to tok to mi.. woke up shocked, eyes wet.. wow..
i'm so super sure tat there's something wrong between us la.. but would u say it out? or are we going to continue acting like there's nth? haiz.. whatever u going to say next time, i won't give anything comment le.. like tat i jiu won't be disagreeing with u le ritz? if so, will u tok to mi more, won't hate mi so much and can we be as good as last time? 不能回到原點嗎？
still.. hope u'll be okay with them.. really dun wan u to be unhappy..
how can i help u???
wad can i do?
da fong~~
b l i s s e d * 2:33 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
heys im here again! nowadays i want to sleep early and wake up early. but i always end up waking up late.. hahaaa stupid lehh. nvm still survived the test period. though tt day quite happie. yeaa. the whole day itself. turned out fine =))
today i leaved u all early for dental appointment. so lonely. the only nice period of time is when i see the doc. cos he's soo friendly and nice, teaches me everything i need to know. heng ah.. my teeth not decayed at all. yayy!!
hahaa okay la i saved the pic to jpeg, so its smaller in size.. give ur comments gals! i forgo my time to study 2 days ago to make this. ^^
okay la dao huii.. its not bad. jus the colour la. and ppplllleeeeaaaasssseeee don give me 'sex for dummies' book for bday.. i will have heart attack de. =P
da fong ah. duno when will things ever get resolved. i think between our frens in yr 88, we don even have these kind of silly conflicts lehh. mm or unsolved issues. mm they are the complicated lot. hahaa let time wash away things ba..
i'll talk again tmr. eyes closing le -___-
dum`miie-minky <3s u all
b l i s s e d * 10:49 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
=) yeah! a big smile.. today i really enjoyed myself after the chem test! a big BIG thanx to dao hui, dummy, darling n yiyi.. =) it's like after dunno how long le lorz.. until today then i really had a good long laugh.. dummy oso.. today oso in a super good mood wor.. lolz.. well.. wad can i say? thera's always good time with dragon clan de mah! =) [although dummy de happy is partly becoz of birdy la.. *wink*]
we are offically frenz le.. ok la.. is good frenz la.. lolz.. am i sad? hmmm.. say no is pian ren de la.. but i feel more reliev than sad lorz.. oso gt nuhappniess la.. how so? well.... i dun need to think about wad he feels towards me.. i cannot think more than a frenz.. but y unhappniess? cuz wad he told mi b4, dun telly with wad's happening now!!! haiz.. NVM..
lolz.. juz then i noe tat i had the same MSN nick as her ex sia.. tis time i won't change my nick le.. cuz there's nth le.. =) nt going to change for any stupid reason like last time le.. i jie tuo le.. yeah! =D
jia you!! =)
b l i s s e d * 10:25 PM
today we have sexually talk. what the teachers said really make sense. epecially last week what dennis yeo said =x i love today's part when tch mention about SEX FOR DUMMIIE~ =D jus so perfectly nice for our dummiie^^ YEAH! that's it. you going get it for your birthday nxt year! muahahahahhaha.
sorry that when we are walking to bpp, i isolated myself. cos it's like, i dunno why, but i just feel like islolating myself. xD but dun worried for me. i'm just like that. sometimes i like to isolate myself and not talking.
b l i s s e d * 9:43 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
first of all i want to scold dummiie. dont call me SHI SHI!!! =x hmmm, if you dont like the blogskin you change lor. so ma fan! at least better den you. =X nv even come and see =/ you should have seen the previous template ._."
hmmm, nvm. not paying attention nvm. i'll just take it that i was talking to myself. i'm just talking to myself ^^ i just want to i love .... him. LOL. no larh. want to say i love you guys ^^ ehh. jia you for tmr chem test! jia you jia you.. seriously i really need a time and money management =X not enough time and money!!!
rocks on ^^ we going get our skirts soon =D btw, i quite surprise duckiie will actually scold tmd, rather than dummiie =x HAHAHA~
dao`huuii <33
b l i s s e d * 7:13 PM
im still online. did this a bit childish pic. hope u all like it! give comments =))
b l i s s e d * 12:15 AM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
mm.. its me: dummiee! finally man. =X sorrie gals. its like i wanted to come take a look, but its always at the back of my mind. cant get it in front.. oops! ehh not tt i don wana do something abt this. ^^ forgive me *kow toww..
1st things 1st, i thot of using deep pink. but i think it would look like purple! soo... i use bright orange. brighten up things abit. hehee`
mm now for personal evaluations like da fong. now the youngest 1st! the reply to ur 1st entry. actuallie u are wrong cos me and him didnt talk! after duno wad thing la.but now dated 02 may.. i finally broke the ice lo. thx to darling's packet of maize chips and eileen. hahaaa teach wad chem qn, i also unsure myself. abt him.. think abt it. u think u giving him troubles? u are also troubled ma. don blame urself already. and sorrie i laughed so much today. yeaa jus in the mood ba, but in fact there's nth to laugh abt lo. its been sooo long since i talked to birdie. and every mornin' i cant wake up early de. sianz.. =P cheer up hor!
da gee! duno when u would see this. rem tt time u say u are shocked tt i scolded tmd? hees feel guilty tt i spoiled my image of myself. but nvm, actuallie i jus don like to talk ba. eq abit lower. its fun to hang out with u! yeaa u rock on babe.
darling.. u are soo sweet! thanks for the card & choc today. *wipe a tear. hahaa. from this morning i discovered tt u are too impartial! mm not bad. but for me i prefer to be objective. =P luv u darling. from today onwards lets eat breakfast and early dinner to jian fei! work towards our ideal weight uh ^^
dao hui! shi hui.. shi shi.. hui hui! wahahaa` im lame. known u for such donkey amt of yrs le.. all the things also like talked finished! jus jk. don think so.. hahaa sorrie today's chem lesson i like not concentrating on wad u want to say. but i listened and trying v hard to pay attention to the teacher, so i forgo putting on the attentive look.
bits n pieces:
hahaa darling's entry so funny! actuallie i can be bullied, see who only. not da fong i suppose =X heheheheee
da fong thx for scanning the pics =D
i think this blogskin not v nice. black nicest, but cant cos words cant be seen.
yeaa tmr got choir!
shucks i haven studied for chem lorr.
end here.. love u all <33
b l i s s e d * 9:48 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
cannot let da fong win me. everytime you blog! i will blog too ^^
dun feel like letting my bro know so i decided to blog here ^^ cos he reads my blog -.-" anyway, this sucks. i really hate asking money from my family. i was just asking for my exam fees =x den my bro ask me who's going pay for it? -.-" it's so obvious that i dunno right? if not why would i ask you. i have to pay by cash lor. DOTS.
210 bucks allowance
26 bucks - sch fee( because my giro form is not yet approved, i have to pay myself. )
minus minus minus notes money.
i guess i left ard 170 bucks to eat. =/ den i still have to start saving up for my japan trip. cos my bro is not subsiding for me. i nid to save at least $1000. which is starting from now, i nid save ard $160 each mth. see? i only left $10 to last for the mth ._." well, this is so GREAT~ nvm, i'll try to ask my papa =x
dots dots. and i'm so confused by the GUY. whatever he said and do is just leading me on? seriously, whenever i go out with him, i will just have the sweet couple feeling. which is not supposed to be there. i mean, we AINT a couple lor.
well, he broke off with her this sat. i dun really know what happen b/w him and her. one moment earlier, he was just sms-ing her. the next moment he told me he just ask for a break up. i was on the bus with him. den he was smsing her. i peeped at his phone once. saw a msg: why did you go there for? that's was from her. i saw him typing : i was with shihui. he said," i tell her i am with you hor." "for what?" was what i replied him. then i look away. so i din really know what he said. i dun wan to know either =/ but i felt guilty. it's like i'm the third party huh? the third party ink will spoilt your printer. =x
i said something to him. "aiya, you go find..." i stopped. he looked at me. he asked what i want to say. and he knows what i wanted to say. he could guess it. "aiya, you go find someone else," was what i was about to say but i din. =x he looked shocked and hurt? i feel as if i just slapped a puppy. hurtx. i felt guilty. jerk. =/ i really dunno what to do. =x
ohh. ya. one funny thing. i hand him the bookmark without writing anything. he complained that i'm not romantic. i told him cos i'm the boyfriend :P den he refuse to take. inisted on me writing. but refused to let me write in front of him. so i said, give me a minute, i go toilet write. ._." that's so lame.
only me and da`fong are updating! c'mon. what are the rest doing =x
-btw, i change the blogskins though a bit funny. dun feel like a blog for us but just accept it for the moment. i will try to improve on it! now just shui bian yi xia. cos a lot of things to do =X - love you guys =)
dao`huuii-
b l i s s e d * 8:28 PM
DRAGON CLAN^^
cool rit? mi 1st time upload photo lehz.. =) lolz.. tis will sooner or later become MINE blog le la.. most of the post is by mi la.. lolz..
going to let tis be a happy post.. in tis year of schooling, my happiest time is wif dragon clan lorz.. haha.. glad to noe them! thanx gals!!! =)
every1 muz take care ah.. jia you for all the tests! cya tml!!!
b l i s s e d * 11:52 AM
