Monday, May 01, 2006
cannot let da fong win me. everytime you blog! i will blog too ^^
dun feel like letting my bro know so i decided to blog here ^^ cos he reads my blog -.-" anyway, this sucks. i really hate asking money from my family. i was just asking for my exam fees =x den my bro ask me who's going pay for it? -.-" it's so obvious that i dunno right? if not why would i ask you. i have to pay by cash lor. DOTS.
210 bucks allowance
26 bucks - sch fee( because my giro form is not yet approved, i have to pay myself. )
minus minus minus notes money.
i guess i left ard 170 bucks to eat. =/ den i still have to start saving up for my japan trip. cos my bro is not subsiding for me. i nid to save at least $1000. which is starting from now, i nid save ard $160 each mth. see? i only left $10 to last for the mth ._." well, this is so GREAT~ nvm, i'll try to ask my papa =x
dots dots. and i'm so confused by the GUY. whatever he said and do is just leading me on? seriously, whenever i go out with him, i will just have the sweet couple feeling. which is not supposed to be there. i mean, we AINT a couple lor.
well, he broke off with her this sat. i dun really know what happen b/w him and her. one moment earlier, he was just sms-ing her. the next moment he told me he just ask for a break up. i was on the bus with him. den he was smsing her. i peeped at his phone once. saw a msg: why did you go there for? that's was from her. i saw him typing : i was with shihui. he said," i tell her i am with you hor." "for what?" was what i replied him. then i look away. so i din really know what he said. i dun wan to know either =/ but i felt guilty. it's like i'm the third party huh? the third party ink will spoilt your printer. =x
i said something to him. "aiya, you go find..." i stopped. he looked at me. he asked what i want to say. and he knows what i wanted to say. he could guess it. "aiya, you go find someone else," was what i was about to say but i din. =x he looked shocked and hurt? i feel as if i just slapped a puppy. hurtx. i felt guilty. jerk. =/ i really dunno what to do. =x
ohh. ya. one funny thing. i hand him the bookmark without writing anything. he complained that i'm not romantic. i told him cos i'm the boyfriend :P den he refuse to take. inisted on me writing. but refused to let me write in front of him. so i said, give me a minute, i go toilet write. ._." that's so lame.
only me and da`fong are updating! c'mon. what are the rest doing =x
-btw, i change the blogskins though a bit funny. dun feel like a blog for us but just accept it for the moment. i will try to improve on it! now just shui bian yi xia. cos a lot of things to do =X - love you guys =)
dao`huuii-
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