Thursday, August 31, 2006
duckie we all luv u too!! hehe..
after reading duckie post..i have the same sentiments as her..but dono why i suddenly feel like resting..can anyone infect some virus to me??feel like falling veri sick then no need go to sch..can rest at home..haix...i'm veri tired..feels weary...after walking so mani times in the rain oso din get ill....argh...y??perhaps after 2 days of holiday i can refresh myself,sort out my foolish/stupid thinking,stand up and carry on my way.....hope i can for the world will not stop for an inferior me...
b l i s s e d * 10:31 PM
fong mama..i certainly hope that you are able to face him now after the talk thatthe both of u had yesterday.. =] maybe it's really time to put everything down and concentrate on our studies ya? isn't that all that matters now? we have to word hard together and make sure that we all get promoted to jc2 ya?? then only can we put our hearts at ease to enjoy e hols or talk abt other stuff.. the exams are really nearing.. and i'm getting tensed le.. hai.. see me falling sick.. then u noe le.. in any case.. all the more u guys should take care of ur health ya.. hand on till e end of promos! jiayou jiayou jiayou!!ya zi ai ni men! muacks!
b l i s s e d * 8:20 PM
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
hmmm.. had a talk.. haha.. think most probably i can face him more normally le ba.. gald tat i cried out on sat n sun.. nv cry jiu shi dun wanna to accept tat it's a fact, cry out le means i accept tat it really happen le ba.. told him how i feel.. we r still frenz with the fact tat i will still like him lorz.. we all hope tat it will juz be like last time.. ya.. really like last time.. frenz with me liking him.. =x will i be happier tis way?
我对以往的感触还那么多 曾让我心碎的你和曾给我幸福的你 我依然深深爱着
有一种想见不能见的伤痛 有一种爱还埋藏在我心中 我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛 让我对你的思念越来越浓 我却只能把你放在我心中
对你的声音你的影你的手 我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的她 我只能说我有些难过 我也真心真意的等过
我只想再哭一下下 把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家 眼泪我会替自己擦
我只想再哭一下下 假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂 可知我有多努力啊?
只有这办法 才不再想你
在你犹豫的沉默中 我听见了你的拒绝 为了不让你为难 不让你为了我的悲伤担心 我选择了代替你回答 这就是我未来给你幸福的方式
hasn't all the bad things happened on me? will something good happen to me?
b l i s s e d * 8:46 PM
Monday, August 28, 2006
黑夜的轉彎是白天，憤怒的轉彎是快樂，有時候只要讓心情轉個彎就好了。。。u still dun wan to tell me wor? is tis wad u call good frenz? i had already ask le lehz.. =x forget it.. i made my 1st step..i made decisions.. hope tat wadever tat i decide n do won't be wrong.. hope all things will come to a good end.. hope it's really happily ever after......三个人难解的习题为什么要缠在一起?
为什么总找不到你? 我拼命发短讯 还要我强装着若无其事
我不喜欢这种感觉 还是无力
自尊在暧昧里挥发 好气
这爱谈不下去 我却总是放不下喊停 好逊
我讨厌我自己总是搞不定你 开始怀疑我只是代替品
如果我用尽全力换来的爱情还抵不过她的一句话，那就让这段爱情在这里画上句点吧。。。
「你的明天从此我不再参与」
if tat's wad u wan......
b l i s s e d * 9:06 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
hihi girls.. thanks for the support last nite.its nice to know im performing for a purpose ultimately =)yay man! hui im lucky enough to wear ur mum's gown haha. the reason not wearing urs is cos karen is wearing the same one =X thx alot anw.. to let me try and everything.oh gosh im so tired.heys da fong.. are u alrite?its not tt i wan u to cry but..the thing is tt it has affect u soo much when u trap it inside u.still sort of suppressing it.arghh! doesnt it hurt? i hate to see u like tt.no matter wad, the cause of ur troubles is ur solution to them.if need be, find him and settle everything.its when ur heart finds the answer den can it settle down.and heal completely..asking doesnt mean its humiliatingnot asking means its mentally torturing.tell u the truth, i managed to find out the answer ans myself tt time =)duckie.. u're still the one knowing wad to say and do.. kudos~ =Pdarling its so sweet of u.. haha =)this i found for da fong, feeling abit of her feelings:
你叫我最快乐你也叫我最心痛爱在迷惘中你叫我最渴望却也叫我猜不中谁可以这样折衷要说永远爱吧却怕仍然未相信永未能看通却觉爱己经失控宁愿再继续抱拥心痛...
b l i s s e d * 6:22 PM
why is it tat all the things tat i noe will hurt happen? why is it tat since i noe it will happen yet i'm still so hurt when it happen? why can't i juz do it? why ami still hurt? why? why? WHY? the thing is he nv tell me? haix.. forget it.. i dun care le.. i'm gonna to put on a mask.. i dun wan to be hurt..feel so 委屈..不哭泣 因为我对情对爱全都不曾亏欠你太委屈 还爱着你你却把别人拥在怀里不能再这样下去穿过爱的暴风雨宁愿清醒忍痛地放弃你 也不在爱的梦中委屈自己
b l i s s e d * 11:21 AM
Friday, August 25, 2006
还要我说什么? 希望我说什么? 你到底在等什么?
当爱情走到分岔路的时候 你说谁不寂寞
别问我要什么希望得到什么 你还能给我什么?
明明看见你们在街头亲热 你却说只是朋友
既然你曾经拥有 不想要留 我又何苦为你守着从未出身的门锁
忘了我 想的 心爱的你 才能真正走出你从未实现过的梦
我真的爱错
结局会是什么? 未来应该如何? 我到底在怕什么?
孤独身影被月光照的空洞 这时候我只想走
既然你曾经拥有 不想要留 我又何苦为你守着从未出身的门锁
忘了我 想的 心爱的你 才能真正走出你从未实现过的梦
路人都在笑我 让我抬不起头 这次我真的爱错
当女人爱到最委屈的时候 我想说 谁听我说?
我真的爱错
lolz.. gt see all the qns marks there? haha.. think there's really tat many qns marks in my head ba.. u like ur ex, so be it lorz.. a better guy tat belong to me alone will be coming soon.. i admit tat i'm not able to get over it yet.. but tat does not mean tat i will not be able to get over it forever! =)
seems like many things are happening within us, alone la.. all individual self are unhappy n vexed over different things.. hope everything will turn out fine fast.. gals, jia you wor! good days are coming le! luv ya! =)
b l i s s e d * 9:28 PM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
既使我没看你的脸,躲着你,你还是一副无所谓的样子... 你到底知道我在躲你吗?是我要的你给不起,也是你要的我给不了...如果真的会这样,我宁愿一切都没发生过... 真想让一切从来..我知道不应该这样... 但知道我没被人喜欢,就非常难过啊...
b l i s s e d * 3:50 PM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to. REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON!saw tis in mik blog.. tis is so much like 英崎名言 la! the english version.. lolz..那天我想了很久 想你说的话就这样吧 我想我听懂你话中的话微笑 紧紧咬牙 给你祝福 你自由飞吧就这样吧 我同意可是我泪如雨下我知道那爱不一定能白头到老也知道有一天你可能就这么走掉这一切我全都知道 可是我就是受不了而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉也知道你走了以后的每一分一秒是这么难熬so tire.. like noe what i muz do but juz can't do.. why can't things juz be simple? why can't i control myself? my life, my thinking, my soul..wo zai zuo ge shui kan? stupid me..no one would luv mi if me myself dun even wan to luv myself.. come on.. do urself a favour ba!wad should i do? my heart n meomories dosen't plan to let me off......i luv darkness.. luv nitez.. it make mi feel tat i'm alone n no one will noe wad's my feeling..
b l i s s e d * 9:41 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
听着自己故作洒脱的语气，我知道自己去的地方叫做逃避。。。ok.. forget it.. i admit.. although i dunno why, but somehow i still bear hope lorz.. hmmm.. but will get over it de la.. time had decreased the frequency n frenz maybe plus tears(when i cry la) will decrease the amplitude, slowly to zero.. or if a better guy tat come along tat likes mi(of cuz muz i like oso la) will result in stationary waves which will cause th effect to cancel out.. tat's when i'm going to start afresh! =)i won't let u be tat impt in my life le.. in the past, how many times i had said tat i wanted to give up but ended up nt being able to.. now, with a shattered heart, i hope i can do it.. i think tat i'm in the wrong, so i'm nt able to hate u.. let's call it a quit n i'll begin my life again.. i'm nt going to screw up my promo like wad i did to my math test today..你说的话在我心中生了根 爱得很深所以心很疼记忆在我的心中翻滚 是不是每一个人 都像我一样笨?只怕再问对彼此都太残忍我等等笑容换成泪痕 爱在崩溃的时候比较真太多疑问知道答案又如何? 原来容忍不需要天份 只要爱错一个人心痛比快乐更真实 爱为何这样的讽刺我忘了这是第几次 一见你就无法坚持孤独比拥抱更真实 爱让人失去了理智会不会是我放不开?难道这种不完美 才是爱情真实的样子承諾對你來說，最多只是辜負一個人，可是一個無法實現的承諾對我來說，世界是會崩盤的。。。but tat doesn't mean the whole world will stop for me.. life still carry on.. 想活得开心就要靠自己! time had passed and soon, without u knowing, i'll be back to my old self! ni men jiu shi mu yi dai ba! =)
b l i s s e d * 9:24 PM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
juz wanna share tis, my frenz send mi de......I had once loved you.
I know I should never have done so.
But I can’t stop,
I can’t control.
It has been a hell of a ride since.
But I never regretted my choice.
I just hope,
That you remain happy.
The way you know you can.
Love is only present
When you want him/her
To be happy
To remain happy
More than you want him/her.
For me, I loved you.
That is enough.
b l i s s e d * 1:46 AM
爱过不伤心，从此我如此安慰我自己。。。haha.. i finally dropped a tear after reading duckie entry.. thanx gals.. ya.. it's hard, but wad else can i do? i can get over it de la.. really can feel all the care from frenz.. thanz duckie, thanx darling, thanx dummie, thanx dao hui, thanx yiyi, thanx fish, thanx fenngy, thanx oink oink, thanx jw..咖啡已经温热不再 静静在一旁发呆 连风也停留窗外 等待电话也已经喧闹不再 静静在一旁无奈 时钟也不知怎么停下来期待 突然醒来有你温暖依赖 只是爱与不爱在徘徊 摇摆我想你明白可能不是爱 我想你只想找个替代 你都说自己并没有那么可爱我想你明白这并不是爱 我想你忘了什么是爱 我不过是可爱 却还不够被爱dummie like tis song wor.. haha..there's something which i can sense ba.. tat's why at first i dun wanna tell ur.. n turth prove tat i'm correct! lolz.. there's things i noe at the start, but i still went on with it, so who can i blame? i can't blame u ah.. i only haf myself to blame.. i noe all this.. i noe i'll still be frenz wif u, but wo jiu shi bu gan xin ah! should let u noe how hurt i am de.. but i'm too tire, no feeling le.. too hurt? maybe.. maybe u r the next guy i gave all out to since sec one so i'm so hurt..关于你好的坏的都已经听说愿意深陷的是我没有确定的以后没有谁祝福我反而想要勇敢接受爱到哪里都会有人犯错希望错的不是我其实心中没有退路可守跟着你错跟着你走我们的故事爱就爱到值得错也错的值得爱到翻天覆地也会有结果不等你说更美的承诺我可以对自己承诺我们的故事爱就爱到值得错也错的值得是执着是洒脱留给别人去说用尽所有力气不是为我那是为你才这么做is u dun wan me de wor, better dun regret in future! =pdunno wad's going to happen next sat when ur 4 go to the concert.. lolz.. haiz.. really need to find back my energy.. fast.. so many things happening these few days.. when can i get my break? think next week i'll cry.. really cry.. so i might need one of ur house.. hope someone can shou liew me.. =)如果说了后悔是不是一切就能倒退? 回忆多么美活着多么狼狈为什么这个世界总要叫人尝伤悲 我不能了解也不想了解我好想好想飞 逃离这个疯狂世界 那么多苦那么多累 那么多莫名的泪水我好想好想飞 逃离这个疯狂的世界 如果是你发现了我 也别将我挽回想了你一整夜再也想不起你的脸 你是一种感觉写在夏夜晚风里面青春是挽不回的水转眼消失在指间 用力的浪费再用力的后悔我好想好想飞 逃离这个疯狂世界 那么多苦那么多累 那么多莫名的泪水我好想好想飞 逃离这个疯狂的世界 如果是你发现了我 也别将我挽回ya.. have faith in me ba.. dun need to care about me de.. i can de.. i'll be ok.. 至少快乐伤心我自己决定! 我能找到理由難過，也一定能找到理由快樂。。。就算再不開心，也不要皺著眉頭，天知道誰不小心就會愛上了我的笑容!! =D
b l i s s e d * 12:11 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
hi girls..it's me again..dummie.. actually it's nice to laugh often ya?? aha.. i nvr boycott xiao niao k!! lol.. just that i really dunno him..and he doesn't noe me..guess da-ling has e same sentiments as well..so rest assured tat we didn't boycott him ya!anyway.. u must try to smile more k??cause sometimes when u are alone or walking..u look sian leh! izzit cause u influenced by me?? hee..so rmb to smile more!da-fong.. like u've said.. we knoe that u are trying ur best to put up a smile on ur face when u are bleeding inside. i know that feeling.. it's tiring to force urself to pretend to be happy while u're not.. so.. pls pls dun do that k?? no matter what i assure u that u have our support.. like wat dummie has mentioned.. we will nvr leave u.. u still have us in ur life.. so for e sake of ur other friends and us.. walk out of those shadows soon ya? seeing u like that reallly worry us.. like this morning.. on the bus with darling.. i can tell that she's very worried about u as well! but we all have faith that u will get over it with a smile! zhe yang cai shi wo men de DA FONG! =]no matter what happenes..we will always be here for each other rightt? always.. luv ya all..
b l i s s e d * 7:54 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
gals.. i'm trying veri hard.. really.. but i juz feel drained out.. i noe ur noe tat i'm juz pretending to be alright.. i noe it myself tat i'm pretending to be strong too.. it's so difficult to smile when ur heart is actually bleeding.. it's veri difficult n tiring.. but tat's wad i haf to do... i actually had a rush to show him about wad i blog here lehz.. it's not only her who has a blog n would be hurt!haix.. forget it la.. wad for tell u? u haf already make a choice again..'still good frenz ba?' haha.. of coz!!! if i can sort out my thoughts n nt to take revenage on u.. sorri.. i'm a scopio if u forgotten, i'm 1 like her too..haha.. i sound so scary... dun get the wrong image.. i'm still veri cute n kind de wor..let me be ba.. dun care me.. juz pretend tat ur dunno tat i'm pretending to be happy.. juz as i had said.. tis is a total darkness where no 1 can save me..it might be better tis way.. u say u will be happier de wor.. it better be so.. u better start going to sch happily, motivated by her n pass ur promo; nt ending up retain.. 1 ppl suffer better than 2 suffer.. good frenz? maybe ba.. we shall see.. hope i find a glim of light soon..你只能给我的中场时间 却不能拼凑成主场画面不贪图那一天 幸福会上演 我要狠心一点说不爱了
说好不见 开始对你想念 我的脆弱那么明显自己都讨厌说好不爱了 就能回到原点 好像是恶作剧情节对我的考验可是我删不掉手机照片 那画面两人的脸笑得多甜多留暧昧一点 难过就多一天 我不哭要眼泪争气点你只能给我的中场时间 却不能拼凑成主场画面不贪图那一天 幸福会上演 我要狠心一点说不爱了你曾经给我的中场时间 我会一点一点累积画面伤口它会复原 把你留给昨天 我要自私一点 才会有快乐
b l i s s e d * 10:47 PM
a day to be rmb.. we broke.. i'm so pro right? can predict wad's gonna happen.. lolz..
bu shi wo de jiu zhu ding bu shi wo de...
he read her blog then like tat de.. if u ever noe tis blog n read all my entries, how will u react? will the ending be different?
gals.. dun worry bout mi.. i'll be ok.. i won't cry de.. i'm strong.. =)
is there any way to stop him froom going to the concert? can dun sell him the tix not? =xhaix.. i noe i'm running away from it, i noe i shouldn't do tis.. but i juz dun wan to face him le..再多的努力也没用，因为你都不会喜欢我。。。比赛输了，我们可以重来；而生命中最重要的部分失去了，那会是一辈子的遗憾。。。
难道这就是我们之间的最后结局吗？i won't cry 就算爱不能再重来友情的降落伞飞过悲伤地带
让我有勇敢的答案
彩虹离开了天空 还有你们像微风
轻轻说未知的辽阔 有我们陪你走i won't cry 就算他不会再回来身边有你们陪伴 将换拥抱温柔让我有坚强的预感爱情失去联络 难免会很心痛像呼吸最初的梦 我相信会实现的i won't cry 就算爱不能再重来友情的降落伞飞过悲伤地带让我有勇敢的答案当回忆锁进大口袋 时间只剩替我保管
变成老婆婆的时候 它是最美的片段i won't cry 就算爱不会再回来友情的降落伞飞过悲伤地带远方有幸福在等待
b l i s s e d * 9:04 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
noe wad? think he read her blog le.. he blogged too.. wad will he he do? undo? so will a break up be initiated?u gt things to say, but u say it's nt too impt.. hope it's really nt impt.. i wan to noe, yet scare to noe at the same time.. will it be wad i think? pls dun let it be.. it will be like...... like droppping into total darkness...... no one can save me then..i luv u
b l i s s e d * 10:26 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
haha i came online so seldom till i duno i need the comp for wad. =X
sianz i still wan my speakers.now it feels like a transition stage for everybody, things are changing.. yet to settle down.
sometimes im too quiet. tt bad. isnt it?
duno wad to say.
when u think too much, pple are so diff from u..
so in the end i did nth.
i showed not much concern..
arghhhhhhh i think i kinda sux.
in fact im too numb. if i stare blankly the whole day and look blur, i'll be an alien. so i will give reaction.. i duno. happy yea. not bad. cos i laugh quite alot. sometimes too much till i cant stand myself, cos its quite a useless tool to deceive myself =X
hmm hui ah.. think its time for me to say something. i asked whether its painful. u told me: of cos! if u duno u can try it urself. actually i did..& i know. quite long ago. i don mean to say this to make u all shift ur attention to me ohh, not my intention here.we all know its the unmentionable. for me only a few pple knew..
it didnt happened again cos my mum knew abt it. and it really hurts. so please don do it again okays?? me and my mum learnt to understand each other more. i think she's definitely vv wrong to scold u this way. but i really hope ur mum can understand u soon. maybe lead her along? i see tt she's too blinded by other things. anw she calls me.
and i know u Do luv fong mama. haha..
anw ur bros and dad can help u too.. im sure they will give u company. me too.
hahaa. now is all of us boycotting lao shu? but.. jus tt i find him okay, jus yet to sort out his thinking. is it strange if its jus me talking to him? =S haha..
b l i s s e d * 6:18 PM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
waha.. i finally get to blogged!
actually i always thought that the usename was xoxo-dragon..
i just realised that it's xoxo-dragonclan! wahha..i'm so dumb..
hai..daohui ah.. seeing u do that really makes me feel very sad.
so pls pls pls don do it again ok? rmb that whenever u are down u still have the four of us here alright? =]
da fong.. this time nvr get to see fireworks nvm.. still go many chances.. maybe this year countdown?? cheer up ya! sometimes mothers will worry a bit more ba.. that's why..
kK.. take care pple! luv u all!
b l i s s e d * 9:59 AM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
mum's always ruin all.
5 mins i step inside the chalet.
she actually call and request me to get back that instance.
PERFECT.
so perfect.
i LOVE HER TO THE CORE.
she's just my ANGEL.
how can i NOT have her.
fong~ i'm with you. >.<
the best is.
i'm actually not allow outside.
yet she choose to leave me alone in this freaking hse. AGAIN.
i waned some company.
yet im not allow.
so im fated to led a loner life.
b l i s s e d * 1:13 PM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
haix.. my mum really can ruin things.. ended up nt watching firework.. to him, except sorry i dunno wad more to say.. after tat last phone call wif my mum, he is so bu shuang la.. wow.. my mum is so pro la.. can make 2 ppl so piss off wif her with juz a phone call.. wow! it's my mum lehz.. so proud of her la.. i so HAPPY n proud to haf her as my mum! really.. i seldom lie de.. tis is only the 1st time tat i lie in tis blog.. haix..
b l i s s e d * 9:42 PM
fong. since he chose you. it means you matters more den her to him.have faith in yourself.* pass some faith to fong *:) it's a blissed to have someone you loved.so cherish him before it's gone.dont think too much.sometimes thinking ruins everything.sometimes people say something to get someone off dem.being your friend, i admit i'm bias.but still.YOU THE BEST! :Dso have faith in you and him, and this special r/s you both shared.luv ya :)
b l i s s e d * 7:51 PM
wow.. her blog.. sad to say, wad she said is so true oso la.. ya.. why me? it really don't telly wif ur blog ah.. obviously u luv ur ex so much.. haix.. really should not get affected by wad she said on her blog de.. but.....wad should i do? feel tat i'm lossing trust n faith.. wad's true n false? wad's correct n wrong? wad's the things tat i should do? feeling drained out.. haha.. feel so lost la..but we r in a r/s now, so i believe in u. may sound stupid, but even if we r nt in r/s, i will still believe in u. it had always been like tat..it's mi tat i had no faith in............
b l i s s e d * 9:29 AM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
wow.. tube wor.. pink some more.. our lazy pig actually wake up so early during holiday? omg.. luv really make the world go round.. haha.. opps.. gonna get killed.. =phope u had had a fun day today.. after today jiu shi study study n study le wor! lolz..haha.. i really can feel r/s improving le.. wee~~ so xing fu..... =p hope every1 will be happy everyday! =D像童话中的世界如今出现在真实人生的眼前再苦闷的时刻也有彩虹哪怕只是轻靠你的肩像传说中的爱情如今出现在真实人生的眼前当你拥抱着我轻轻地对我说你会爱我到永远我就像cinderella 等到了寻找我的他爱情的的过程总会有泪有挣扎有你的温柔我就什么都的不怕我就像cinderella 等到了寻找我的他等待你是我付出最甜蜜的代价快乐的cinderella 真爱得到了回答
b l i s s e d * 9:03 PM
first month!!! keke. actually i'm now using his lappy at his place :X surprising i actually can wake up so early to his hse. o.O i am such a genius :X WAKEKEKE. hmmm. actually wanted to wear a pink colour tube out de. but i decided im too hot le :X wahahaha. ops.
fong mama cheer hor. even though you two cannot watch fireworks tgt. u got one more chance. at sat !! go with him ba xD hmm, see. you two have pass 2 weeks le. so i guess it's time to give this r/s a chance. have more faith in him. i'm sure our papa will love you de :D
i going eat le. tata. take care :D dragon rox!!!
b l i s s e d * 10:57 AM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
hmmm.. his ex is very sad.. dunno why, but i feel for her.. if he had patch wif her, and not stead wif me, wad would had become of me now?haha.. i sound so stupid n wad i say is like so extra horz? cuz i had gt him le and wad i say now is like feng liang hua.. but i truely feel for her.. hope she can get out of it soon.. like tat he will oso be happier..there's nth i can do to help oso ritz? i can't possible give up on him de.. HE"S MINE NOW!我们都没有错 只是爱上同一个... 只怪爱是独自占有.. really hope u can carry on wif ur own life soon..haix.. dunno wad i say will make ppl hate mi anot.. =x
b l i s s e d * 10:47 PM
last yr bball tis yr choir.. dun need study le la.. ya.. i can't handle 2 things at 1 time de.. i'm stupid, i'm lousy, i'm dumb! so my result is like shit!if u juz give mi more freedom, let mi decide my own things, trust ur daughter more, let mi do things my own way, i think we would both be happier lorz.. 1'm turning 18 le lehz.. can't u juz give mi tat little bit more? i really need it.. can't u juz trust mi to be more mature? wad muz i do then u would be like others de parents?
b l i s s e d * 11:43 AM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
our ya zi de birthday si coming le wor :D
----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
------------------APRIL BABY -------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude.Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to?look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hot but has brains.
------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
Outgoing personality. Takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. Kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. a fighter.
---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is?drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
b l i s s e d * 1:29 AM
