gals.. i'm trying veri hard.. really.. but i juz feel drained out.. i noe ur noe tat i'm juz pretending to be alright.. i noe it myself tat i'm pretending to be strong too.. it's so difficult to smile when ur heart is actually bleeding.. it's veri difficult n tiring.. but tat's wad i haf to do... i actually had a rush to show him about wad i blog here lehz.. it's not only her who has a blog n would be hurt! haix.. forget it la.. wad for tell u? u haf already make a choice again.. 'still good frenz ba?' haha.. of coz!!! if i can sort out my thoughts n nt to take revenage on u.. sorri.. i'm a scopio if u forgotten, i'm 1 like her too.. haha.. i sound so scary... dun get the wrong image.. i'm still veri cute n kind de wor.. let me be ba.. dun care me.. juz pretend tat ur dunno tat i'm pretending to be happy.. juz as i had said.. tis is a total darkness where no 1 can save me.. it might be better tis way.. u say u will be happier de wor.. it better be so.. u better start going to sch happily, motivated by her n pass ur promo; nt ending up retain.. 1 ppl suffer better than 2 suffer.. good frenz? maybe ba.. we shall see.. hope i find a glim of light soon..
