now it feels like a transition stage for everybody, things are changing.. yet to settle down.

sometimes im too quiet. tt bad. isnt it?
duno wad to say.
when u think too much, pple are so diff from u..
so in the end i did nth.
i showed not much concern..
arghhhhhhh i think i kinda sux.

in fact im too numb. if i stare blankly the whole day and look blur, i'll be an alien. so i will give reaction.. i duno. happy yea. not bad. cos i laugh quite alot. sometimes too much till i cant stand myself, cos its quite a useless tool to deceive myself =X

hmm hui ah.. think its time for me to say something. i asked whether its painful. u told me: of cos! if u duno u can try it urself. actually i did..& i know. quite long ago. i don mean to say this to make u all shift ur attention to me ohh, not my intention here.we all know its the unmentionable. for me only a few pple knew..

it didnt happened again cos my mum knew abt it. and it really hurts. so please don do it again okays?? me and my mum learnt to understand each other more. i think she's definitely vv wrong to scold u this way. but i really hope ur mum can understand u soon. maybe lead her along? i see tt she's too blinded by other things. anw she calls me.

and i know u Do luv fong mama. haha..
anw ur bros and dad can help u too.. im sure they will give u company. me too.

hahaa. now is all of us boycotting lao shu? but.. jus tt i find him okay, jus yet to sort out his thinking. is it strange if its jus me talking to him? =S haha..